This is my last painting for 2019!

2019 has been an amazing year of growth way beyond my expectations. Among the things I overcame is my negative view of feminity. I struggled with this for a long time and I even felt shame for being a woman. It had a detrimental effect on my relationships in general by avoiding emotional intimacy.

Here is my painting for November! This one is inspired by a memorable dream I had in 2017. 

This month it's Halloween! I got the idea of a skeleton hand coming out of a hole helped by a spider.

Then, I saw a video of someone saying she experienced a phenomenon named the rise of Kundalini. I had never heard of this, so I made a little research. I was stoked!

I never know what will be my next mental sudden vision and where it comes from.

I'm always fascinated to discover what I will see once I execute the creation of thoses visions. 

Apparently, they are well connected with my subconscious making it worth to investigate.

Can you make any connections between a spider and an octopus?

I bet you can't guess the similarities between the two!

This is my first painting, outside of Paint Nite events, that I wanted to achieve.

Two years later, I finally made it! 

Find out why it took so much time.

I got a good reminder to never take anything for granted.

I was distabilized after receiving the paramount good news.

Hearing this that many times, I just had to do it!

Find out where this comes from.

Anxiety, stress, overwhelmingly fast paced thoughts...

One obsession prevails everytime.

Gloom is wrapping me up this month.

I hold on to what I must but my heart is no where.

In those times, I know it's a matter of getting through not trusting my present sense of reality.

This time, it was a life changer...